I like my roommate because she likes my music and we are now both listening to Fall Out Boy and it is lovely because they make me so very nostalgic, and everybody loves nostalgia.
In other news, I have a mock exam tomorrow and I don’t know what to expect because I am not British and haven’t grown up here. Hopefully it will be alright.
Believe it or not I have actually started getting better at not over-thinking when thinking certain thoughts, which is leading to a greater apathy towards everything and maybe that is not so good. I don’t know. I would rather just not feel a thing than being sad and constantly overreacting.
i was havin a great time until i remembered that i was ugly
I’m really dreading the day I turn 18 cause I will no longer be the dancing queen, young and sweet only seventeen
Time for religious studies and hot chocolate, I am in a rather good mood because it is Friday and I feel excited about next week. Reasons: Midsummer celebration, great weather and Richard. This will be my first Midsummer away from Sweden but I am sure it will be just as lovely.
have you ever thought you meant a lot to someone and then you find out that you’re just one person out of so many others that they talk to, and compared to the way they talk to the other people, you’re really just nothing?
But something is seriously wrong with me tonight. I am so filled with angst and sadness and anger and I want to break and destroy something and I am this close to the edge.
Spent the day with Yulia and it was great. We just got home and now I am feeling really miserable and stupid so I want to cry but obviously I can’t. Good night.
My roommates aren’t home yet and I feel lonely. It is Saturday night and all I am doing is sitting here, alone.
